#30daysblogging #day12 – nothing’s left..

I was only 19, you were 29
It’s just 10 years, but its such a long time
In a heartbeat, I would do it all again

Late night sex, smokin’ cigarettes
I try real hard but I can’t forget
Now in a heartbeat, I would do it all again

Now I see that you and me were never meant
Never meant to be now
Now I’m lost somewhere
Lost between Elvis and suicide

Ever since the day we died, well
I’ve got nothing left to lose

After Jesus and Rock N Roll
Couldn’t save my immoral soul, well
I’ve got nothing left
I’ve got nothing left to lose
Callin’ out sins just to pass the time
My life goes by in the blink of an eye
I know you want me
I was only lookin’ for a friend

And everything I was
And everything that I’ve become
Just falls into the end and

Well, obviously ini lagi jadi salah satu lagu yang paling sering gue dengerin lately. Iya, lagunya si the Pretty Reckless. Banyak hal yang bikin gue jatuh cinta sama lagu ini. Suara si vokalis dan the way she sings salah satunya of course. Juga musiknya yang rock mellow gitu, efek rasa yang ditimbulkannya kayak lagi jalan terlantung-lantung ga tahu arah pas lagi galau gitu. Dan of course, liriknya, Ya tuhan liriknya… Kayaknya gue banget gituuu!! (Sindrom ABG muncul lagi)

No, not the part i was 19 dan you were 29 nya, tapi the rest of the lyric.

As if the person can not be saved anymore, and have nothing left to lose. (Well with me, I have Nayla and Lolop of course), tapi sisanya, the other part of my heart yang katanya isinya cinta-cintaan itu, empty. Burned down. Ga tersisa.. Nothing left to lose..

Dan gue suka banget bagian, ‘even jesus and rock and roll can not save my immoral soul”. Pengen banget dijadiin tattoo deh rasanya. Coz its true, i ran to God and i ran to silly habits, nothing could save me. I am immoral. Devil in the flesh. Demon to the core. And i am certainly going to hell nanti setelah mati..

*wait, harusnya gue masukin lirik lagu Going To Hell punya The Pretty Reckless juga di sini. See, understand kan sekarang kenapa gue demen ama lagu – lagunya mereka..


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