Does it important?

Oh gue tahu. Terlalu sedih ga baik, terlalu senang juga ga baik.
Jadi tadi pagi gue seneng banget, karena berhasil ngejalanin salah satu mission impossible yang dikasi sama boss. Kebanggaan tersendiri lah, bisa ngerjain hal yang disuruh sama boss dengan sukses. Nggak, bukan bangga karena pingin sombong, tapi bangga karena at least we could prove to ourselves that we could do it.

Lalu siangan dikit, dikasi info lowongan sama salah satu temen yang baik banget. Dan end up gue dipanggil interview. Semangaaat banget rasanya.

Di kampus, kelas nya fun. Meski kedua dosen  agak aneh menurut gue, at least mereka dedikasi datang tepat waktu dan ngebolos kaya dosen yang lain. And i had a good time with my classmates

So today was good. I thought so

Sampe kemudian sampe rumah jam 10. Ternyata anak anak masih melek. Mukanya dah pada lemes, tapi masih nonton tivi. Ditemenin bokap yang kayaknya udah capek banget

Gue tahu gue dah gada hak untuk atur dia. But this is our children. Dan meski gue bilang gue dah ga peduli sama apapun yang dia kerjain, ga biaa gitu ya seminggu sekali jagain anak anak while gue kuliah? After all, he has almost never home these two weeks!

Apalagi tadi sore gue dah nanya dia pulang apa nggak, and he said yes. Which was why kemudian gue nitip bubur buat bokap ke dia. And it was supposed to be for my father’s dinner!

Gosh i was so furious that i called and yelled him in front of my father.
Bokap selama ini ga tahu apa yg terjadi between us, but i think this is about time.

Ive never wanted to blame him for what happened between us, but i am so blaming him for making me not sorry of all that happens..

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